I just poured my heart into a fucking blog and it disappeared. At this moment I am in tears, I am angry, I want to throw the damn laptop out the fucking window.
Memories, music, thoughts, emotions....fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I talked about Jason, I talked about our life, I talked about the day. I hate computers right now. So, if I get the energy to rewrite all of it, I shall do so. Otherwise, I am going to sit here and chant the word fuck over and over again until I find a tall glass of rum. Either I will drink it or pour it on my keyboard.
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